childhood 

resistance 

in my childhood we learned opposition and criticism in lieu of forgivness.
in relations to others, and ourselves too.

code 

what does it all mean 7-9-23. guys ?
is it a code to put the pieces in my life together ?
any suggestions ?

proposal 

working on healing myself insite, and distracted at the same time wondering where HE is ? out-there
please submit a proposal where to look ?

invest 

i invested more than i could bare to loose
yet i would give everything to be next to him again

illusions 

I could need a great escape now !! fly me away !

build-up 

building my balance ( with a fair amount of pauses )

connection 

I don't have any dating strategy

insiteout 

my dream is to work with photographyand photographic books

spiral 

my spirals all seem to go down down down
I would love to have this under me ! peace industri and rug care ROCKS !! check the artwork too.

display 

I know above is not 'the white elephant in the room', but the quote is from the fascinating film, I saw yesterday "Grizzly Man" by Werner Herzog. Odd to see this in the dayes after the dead of Steve Irwin. Even Herzog nearly died during a BBC interview about the film, when a crazed fan made a shot at him.
( zoe note: the work one love or the ones one love - may kill you )

shy 

friday fernisage first appearance

expo 

an exposition
I need my strong face

ice cold 

se myself with other eyes

violet 

need to re-invent my self